MOM I MISS YOU SO MUCH I DONT THINK I CAN GET OVER THE PAIN OF LOOSING YOU I KNOW WE WERENT VERY CLOSE AS I WOLD HAVE WANTED TO BE WITH YOU . YOU NEVER GOT TO KNOW THAT I WAS HAAVING A BABY THAT WOULD BE YOUR FIRST GRANDSON THAT WAS BORN A MONTH AFTER YOUR BIRTHDAY. JACOB WILL NEVER GET TO SEE HIS GRANDMA BUT I WILL TELL HIM HOW LOVING AND CARING YOU WAS AND SHOW HIM PICTURES.. 





MOM I KNOW YOUR BODY WAS WEAK THE DAY YOU FIRST DIED ON 1/16/2004 AND CAME BACK TO US BUT YOU STILL WAS IN A COMA STATE I KNOW YOU HEARD ME WHEN I TOLD YOU I LOVED YOU, AND THAT YOU LOVED ME THE DOCTORS ALL SAID YOU WERE A WASTE TO KEEP ALIVE BUT I TOLD THEM THEY WERE WRONG YOU WERE MY MOM AND I WANTED TO KEEP YOU AS LONG AS I COULD THEY SAID YOU WERE A VEGITABLE STATE AND THAT YOU DIDNT EVEN KNOW I WAS THERE BUT I KNEW YOU WERE WHEN I TALKED TO YOU AND YOU SMILED AT ME I MISS YOU SO BAD I REMBER THE LAST DAY THAT I TALKED TO YOU AND WE LAIED ON THE COUCH TOGETHER YOU TOLD ME THAT YOU LOVE ME AND ASKED ME WHEN I WAS GOING TO HAVE A BABY NOT TO GIVE UP I DIDNT KNOW I WAS PREGANET AT THE TIME BUT MOM THAT MEMORY OF YOU TALKING TO ME AND TELLLING ME YOU LOVE ME WILL LAST FOREVER. 



MOM THE 8 MONTHS THAT YOU WERE IN THE STATE WERE YOU COULDENT DO ANYTHING LAY THERE AND LOOK SO SAD AND IN PAIN I WISH I COULD HAVE TO HAVE DONE SOMETHING TO GIVE YOUR YOUR MEMORY BACK AND YOUR BRAIN WORKING AGAIN I ALWAYS HAD HOPE THAT THE DOCTORS WERE WRONG, MAYBE YOU WOULD COME OUT OF THE STATE OF THE COMA BUT YOU NEVER DID I PRAYED AND I CRIED AND BEGGED GOD PLEASE BRING MY MOM BACK I MISS HER SO BAD I NEED HER IN MY LIVE I FELT LIKE A PIECE OF ME WAS MISSING.



MOM I FEEL LIKE MY WORLD FELL APART THE DAY OF SEPTEMBER 18 2004 AS THEY TRIED TO BRING YOUR BRING YOU BACK TOO LIVE AS YOUR HEART KEPT FALLING THEY BROKE YOUR RIBS I WAS 9 MONTHS PREGANET AT THE TIME AND SUPPOSE TO BE ON BEDREST BUT THEY HAD CALLLED ME THE NIGHT OF THE SEPTEMBER18 ABOUT 1:30 AM AND TOLD ME THAT YOUR HEART KEPT FELLING I SAID I WOULD BE THERE SO I WENT TO THE HOSPITAL THEY SAID WHEN I GOT THERE THAT THEY HAVE SHOCKED YOU SO MANY TIMES THAT IT BROKE YOUR RIBS , THAT THEY COULDENT SHOCK YOU ANY MORE THAT YOUR ORGANS WERE SHUTTING DOWN MOM I TOLD THEM NOT TO SHOCK YOU ANYMORE TO LET YOU GO BECAUSE YOUR BODY WAS SO TIRED AND WEAK AND I THOUGT GOD WAS READY FOR YOU I HELD YOU IN MY ARMS AND TOLD YOU I LOVED YOU AS THE LAST BREATH WENT OUT OF YOUR BODY AND I CANT BEAR THE PAIN OF LOOSING MY MOM NOT ONLY WAS YOU MY MOM BUT ALSO MY BEST FRIED MOM I LOVE YOU AND WILL ALWAYS . PLEASE TAKE CARE OF MY BEAUTIFUL MOTHER THAT I SADLY MISS..





SINCERY YOUR DAUGHTTER

AMANDA MANUEL