As every mother says, there child is the most beautiful gift you could ever own.  Jon was a very smart, giving, loving, caring person who never wanted to see harm done to anyone.  They say it gets easier everyday, but somedays, I don't think that is always true.  I guess cause its close to his birthday.  I feel him with me everyday and I know that he is taking care of me and his brothers and sister.  I tell my other children about him everyday cause it makes me feel better to talk about him.  He always had a smile for everyone and he will be in my thoughts till I see him again.