Chummy, My Darling, I miss you so much. I am totally lost. What you said a month ago was right. I do feel like a widow even though we were never married. It's our one month anniversary as boy friend/girl friend. Happy Anniversary Honey. Please guide me Chummy as to what I should do. I just miss you so much. All of our conversations and laughter and cuddling. If it was not for "old fashioned romance on aol" we would never have met. I dream of you always. Love, Dee