Dream So Real
I glance at a dimly lit room.
I enter and see your face.
First, I wonder, 'Where is this place?'
All questions are quickly tossed aside
as your eyes once again meet mine.
Has it already been a year? nope mam.
4 years since we last said hello;
4 years this april since we last said goodbye?
I don't want to know why;
why you've decided to visit me.
I'm satisfied hearing your voice, ever so softly.
Softly, you whisper your motherly advice.
With your words, I'll never have to think twice.
You made me promise to always take care of the ones I love.
Then the room slowly fades away like a flying dove.
The dim light fades to black, and I'll never forget
how I awaken in this cold sweat.
Tears endlessly crawl down my face
as I realize the truth of that place.
It was all a dream, or so it would seem.
It was a dream so real. Thank you for visiting me.
Thank you for letting me hear your voice and see your smile.
I'v
bettina 10 march, 10 March 2011
My Grandmother
© Victoria L. Payne
In my Rose Garden of memories
I see you standing there
An angel in disguise
Who taught me how to care
I long to hear your voice
for real not in my dreams
I am missing you so much these days
how empty my world seems
People say time heals all wounds
that someday the pain will subside
But Grandma I can tell you
I think they must have lied
The emptiness I am feeling now
is strong and I am weak
These days go by without you
so dreary and so bleak
In my Rose Garden of memories
I know you'll always be
for though you're gone
from this mortal world
In my heart you'll always be
I miss drinking our cup tea in morning nan and our toast together.love you nan
simone
simone ur grandaughter 10 march, 10 March 2011
More Than A Mother
By Kari Keshmiry
When God set the world in place,
when He hung the stars up in space,
when He made the land and the sea,
then He made you and me.
He sat back and saw all that was good,
He saw things to be as they should.
Just one more blessing He had in store;
He created a mother, but whatever for?
He knew a mother would have a special place
to shine His reflection on her child's face.
A mother will walk the extra mile
just to see her children smile.
She'll work her fingers to the bone
to make a house into a home.
A mother is there to teach and guide,
a mother will stay right by your side.
She'll be there through your pain and strife,
she'll stay constant in your life.
A mother will lend a helping hand
until you have the strength to stand.
She'll pick you up when you are down,
when you need a friend she'll stick around.
A mother is one who listens well,
will keep her word; will never tell.
bettina 11 march, 11 March 2011
GRANDPARENTS
Grandparents are special people
with wisdom and pride.
They are always offering love and kindness
and are always there to guide.
They often make you feel
so confident and strong.
Their arms are always open
no matter what you did wrong.
They try to help out
in every way that they can.
They love all their grandchildren
the same whether you're a child, woman or man.
They are always there to listen
and to lend a helping hand.
They show you respect
and they try to understand.
They give their love, devotion and so much more,
that's easy to see.
Grandparents,
what perfect examples
of the kind of person that we should be.
to me you where my granmother , miss you nan love marino
marino 11 march, 11 March 2011
some days i wish i could just come round to see u just to hear you telling me what ive done wrong in life or what you want from asda . just to hear ur voice over the phone nagging where you been or have you forgot where i live lol . ither way i cant say i feel ur missing from life as ur not in my eyes i no ur always around watching over me so there for even when i feel lonely i no im never alone and thats all that counts for me just no ur presents will always be alive in my heart
i love you nana and will always keep u close
to me no matter what xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
francoise magno xxx, 13 March 2011
every day gets harder i miss u so much i cry all the time wishing you were still here with us my heart is broken just 2 see your face again and for u 2 call my name i love and miss you i have never felt like this i feel so empty in sidexxxxx love you lozy
13 March 2011
My Mom!
Mother, how I miss you
Every waking day
I curse the one who made
Die and go away.
I miss your warm hands
And I miss the talks we had
I miss the times when words were of no need
And hope my love you'll always see.
I wish I’d had some time to say
How I loved you so
But I never got the chance
Because it was your time to go
I want the memories back
New and happy still
Yet I know how much I cared
I might not feel so sad and scared
My mother how I miss you so
My mother I need you!
I hope you know about my love
Because it's strength is always true.
Dedicated to my mom who I miss dearly!
bettina march 14, 14 March 2011
A Beautiful Angel (granmother)
A beautiful angel is all that is here
Saying O'Lord please leave me here
Not ready to leave but has to go
Wants to go back but God says no
A husband and children
Grandchildren and friends
A meaningful life that suddenly ends
And angel is what she was meant to be
Now think of all that she can see
Watching over her family night and day
Saying I love you in her own special way
In the night we sleep and in the day we cry
While she watches us all from her star in the sky
love marino magno
marino 14 march, 14 March 2011
Dear nana,
I miss you more than words can say,
I know in my heart you have moved on to a better place but that doesn't stop me missing you,
I know one day we will meet again,but not yet,
I love you nana...
Marino, 15 March 2011
DyingWhen a family member is dying, the whole family is plunged into despair. It is heartbreaking to see a once active relative lying in a hospital bed hooked up to machines. It is hard to imagine that this is the same individual who was previously so active and full of life. It may feel strange and uncomfortable to spend time with a loved one when they are dying. Most of us feel uncomfortable in the hospital filled with the smells of sickness and death. However, there may be an opportunity to share a moment that you treasure for the rest of your life.I STILL FIND IT HARD TO BELIEVE YOUR GONE MAM, MISS YOU AND LOVE YOU ALWAYS XXX
BETTINA 15 MARCH, 15 March 2011
I hate this day I really do
Because this is the day 2 months ago i lost you
I know time makes the hurt seem less
But still this is a day just full of stress
I hope this pain will go away.
I feel empty inside.
cant and dont want to accept your gone.
I love you dearly mam xxx
My darling (mother) when I lost you (2) months ago today.
I lost part of myself but I think you would know
I have tried my best to muddle along
But it cannot be the same now you are gone
So on this day as I do every day.
I hope you can see just how much I care
And until we meet again my mum.
Just keep watching me from your cloud up above
My lovely mother where are you now
I miss you so much can you see how
If after earthly life our existence goes on
Please meet me when from this world I am gone
Although I know life has to end
It is no easier to bear my mother .
So on this memory of your departing day
I am so sad that your time came and you went away
bettina 15 march, 15 March 2011
We can no longer celebrate together another added year
But this does not mean I forget and that I no longer care
My darling (MOTHER) I remember every day
The time we had together and the time you went away JAN 15 2011.
WE WILL NEVER EVER FORGET SUCH A WONDERFUL MOTHER LIKE YOU MAM. XXXX
TINA, 15 March 2011
Missing You .
She's no longer with you and suddenly you're filed with regret at all time you never spent together, and the things you never said.
My Mother
I fall down on my knees and begin to cry.
For I never wanted you to leave my side.
I wanted you to be by my side for ever and ever.
And I wanted to leave your side, never.
For you were my mom and I'll love you forever more.
Every trouble I went through, you’re the one who opened the door.
I lie on the ground crying more then ever before.
I had so little memories and I wanted much more.
I was too caught up in my friends.
I never had time to spend.
I want you back it’s not fair.
A mom like you was very rare.
I love you, I love you, please come back.
My whole life just fell off track.
Now that your gone I have no where to go.
I need you here there's so much more I need to know.
I miss you, I wish it never turned out this way.
Now that your gone there so much to say.
I'm sorry for the fun times I could of spent with
bettina 16 march, 16 March 2011
The first word that a child learns to speak is mother. The word signifies care, love, concern and sacrifice. It doesn't matter what the language is, the love and affection represented by this single word remains the same every where and in every language. When you are in pain, the first word that comes out of your mouth is "momma", which simply means that the first person you remember in pain is that of your mom. It also serves to reflect that the word is so soothing that merely by saying it; you experience an alleviation of your pain. This ordinary word has the power to make you feel secure in the hardest of times. Are you wondering how people around the world say the word 'mother'? If yes, the go through the following lines and learn how to speak mother in different languages.
Language Mother
Afrikaans Moeder, Ma
Albanian Nënë, Mëmë
Arabic Ahm
Belarusian Matka
Bolognese Mèder
Bosnian/ Bulgarian Majka
Brazilian/Portuguese Mãe
Chechen Nana
Croatian Mati,
bettina 17 march, 17 March 2011
Each day i awake and the first person who comes into my head is you dear mother.I go to sleep at night and dream your still here on earth , then i awake and realise you aint your in heaven.
I love and miss you at all times .xxx
tina 17 march, 17 March 2011
every day gets harder i go up to the cemetery nealy every day hoping its not true miss and love you loads mum wish u was here x
daughter michelle, 17 March 2011
What is a Mother?
A Mother has so many things to do,
From washing, ironing, cleaning to tying a shoe.
She scrubs, she mends, she cooks and sews,
She bathes the children and washes their clothes.
When they forget to wash their faces clean,
And their clothes are the muddiest you've ever seen,
Who repairs the clothes and scrubs them like new?
Of course, that is what a Mother will do.
Who becomes the doctor or the nurse when they are ill,
Applying a bandage or giving them a pill?
Who becomes a teacher when a child has homework?
She must never her duty shirk.
Who becomes a detective to find a toy or a book?
For missing things she must look and look?
Who becomes a listner to every heartache,
To every accompolishment that a child makes?
Who scolds their children when they are naughty,
Or remind them of God when they are to haughty?
Who tends her family with love and patience, too?
Of course that is what my Mother done she was the best of the best my mother was.
bettina march 18, 18 March 2011
M-O-T-H-E-R
"M" is for the million things she gave me,
"O" means only that she's growing old,
"T" is for the tears she shed to save me,
"H" is for her heart of purest gold;
"E" is for her eyes, with love-light shining,
"R" means right, and right she'll always was,
Put them all together, they spell "MOTHER,"
A word that means the world to me.
tina, 18 March 2011
9 weeks to day you was taken away from us people say it gets easier it dont for me everyday seems harder nowing im never goner see you again love and miss u mam x
19 March 2011
My mother passed away on 15 jan.*
I loved her deeply; now she's simply gone.
All my life I'd known that I was loved,
Living in the circle of her arms.
I can't believe her love is not somewhere,
So strong it was, so much a part of me.
I feel it in the harsh salt of the sea
And in the stinging sadness of the wind.
I ride the waves along the rock-strewn shore.
No one watches me with fear and pride.
Now among the stars I am alone.
In her heart I had my only home.
I miss you mam
bettina 20 march, 20 March 2011
how lost i feel without you mam.
I still keep forgetting and i go to dial ur number.
just to realise your not there any more.
I miss you it hurts badly
bettina 20 march, 20 March 2011
Thank You for Your Love Throughout the Years
Thank you for your love throughout the years.
Happiness comes slowly, day by day.
All you and Dad have given me remains,
Not distant from the wellspring of my tears.
Kindnesses can never go away.
Your love has been my rock, despite the strains
On all of us as separation nears.
I miss you mother xxx
Under your roof, my love will always stay.
BETTINA 21 MARCH, 21 March 2011
Oh mam this is so sad jeanette dieing , i know you will look after each other. this as broken my heart. i will pray for you both every day . i love you so much it hurts. loosing two of you in the matter of two months...i love you xxx
bettina, 23 March 2011
IT WAS HARD ENOUGH WITH YOU DIEING MAM AND KNOW JEANETTE..THIS IS BREAKING MY HEART BIG STYLE.
LOOK AFTER JEANETTE MAM WHEN SHE GETS THERE.
I LOVE YOU BOTH AND FEEL REAL SAD A PAIN NOT KNOW ONE CAN TAKE AWAY .XXXX
BETTINA 22 MARCH, 24 March 2011
oh mam jeanette dieing of a brain tumar , its so sad . we miss you mam and know shes gone to. its so sad why ? . i love you miss you so much mam, the pain is so terrible . love you both xxx
bettina 24 march, 25 March 2011
My Mothers Love
I have a special treasure
A gift from up above
A precious treasure
It is my mothers love
You’re more than just special
Your part of my heart
Locked there forever
Never shall we part
All of my dreams, you made sure came true.
Putting yourself aside even when I hurt you.
You’re not only my mother you’re also my best friend,
No one can ever change that. It’s not something that could end.
I know that I am blessed, from heaven up above,
So lucky to have, my mothers love.
Love you dear mother and miss you so much.
And now jeanette is with you up there in heave .
Heaven has two beautiful angels .xxx
bettina 25 march, 26 March 2011
The Strength Of One Sister
We wrote this for lozy mam.
You will understand more than any one else.
She as always been there with all of us.
i miss you mam and now jeanette two'
LOZY...
She played a different role in all our
lives, a mother, a sister, and a
friend , no matter what the love
we have for her is one, ask anyone
they'll tell you the same, she brought
us joy when we had pain , the strength
and love of one sister held all of us
together even more now then ever, she
physically is here right know and she is lozy .
I always feel her near in every step we take
and every move we make,
what lozy has given to us no one can ever replace.
bettina 25 march, 26 March 2011
Oh mam we all miss you so much. cant tel you the pain that we are going threw over you and jeanette. if only you could give me a sighn to tell me ur ok and together.
i love you xxx i miss you ... you will never ever be forgotton...god bless both of you xxxxlove tina
bettina26 march, 27 March 2011
God Took Another Angel Home
my mother just over 2 months ago
You laid there in that hospital
bed, you tried so hard to hold on.
God was calling you home. He needed
another angel to help poor out the rain.
Tears have fallen, hearts where shattered,
but it was time for you to fly home.
Your loved ones came to say their last goodbyes, to tell you they loved you, and that you will be forever missed.
As your heart beat stopped, and your eyes slowly closed,
God took another angel home.
Oh i how miss you mam xxx
bettina 27 march, 28 March 2011
Loving memories we will never forget,
Sadly missed along life's way,
With silent thought and deep regret,
We think of you every day,
No longer in our life to share,
But in our hearts there always there.
Gone are the days we used to share,
But in our hearts you are always there,
The gates of memory will never close,
We miss you more than anyone knows,
With tender love and deep regret,
We who love you will never forget.
God knows how much I miss you,
Never shall your memory fade,
Loving thoughts shall ever wander,
To the spot where you are laid.
Though absent you are ever near,
Still missed and loved, always dear.
It's hard to believe
You are no longer here,
We think of you,
You feel so near,
In some small way, every single day,
Memories of you come our way.
Years fly by like autumn leaves,
But heartache and tears remain,
All I have left is precious memories
Of (both of) you, for today, f
bettina 28 march, 29 March 2011
Without You
Mom, without you, there would be no me.
Your love, your attention, your guidance,
have made me who I am.
Without you, I would be lost,
wandering aimlessly,
without direction or purpose.
You showed me the way
to serve, to accomplish, to persevere.
Without you, there would be an empty space
I could never fill, no matter how I tried.
Instead, because of you,
I have joy, contentment, satisfaction and peace.
Thank you, mom.
I have always loved you
and I always will.
bettina 30 march, 31 March 2011
Thanks Mom (Mum) . . .
for patience, understanding,
encouragement, shelter,
support, and sacrifice.
Oh, and my allowance (pocket money)
...For everything
I love you!xxx omg how i miss you mam xxx
bettina april 2nd, 2 April 2011
Im sorry i dont see family putting much on here..
But not to worry i always will.
I miss you dearly..
I miss calling your number.
most of all i miss you mam xxxxx
april 2 nd, 2 April 2011
I been thinking bout you a lot today mum.
And about old times.
Remembering the nights we all had out togather.
They was the good times.
Times you never ever forget.
We had so many laughts in the trout and busters.
how could any one ever forget you mam.
impossibe for you to be forgotton.
I love you dear mam xxxx
april 2 nd, 2 April 2011
Super Mom
Mom, you where a wonderful mother,
So gentle, yet so strong.
The many ways you showed you cared
Always made me feel I belong.
You where patient when I'm foolish;
You give guidance when I ask;
It seems you could do most anything;
You where the master of every task.
You was a dependable source of comfort;
You was my cushion when I fall.
You help in times of trouble;
You support me whenever I call.
I love you more than you know;
You have my total respect.
If I had my choice of mothers,
You'd be the one I'd select.
I love and miss you so very much.
god bless you my mother
Happy mothers day mam.xxx
bettina april 4, 4 April 2011
MOTHERS DAY...
I will always remember and never forget you mam...
Happy mothers day to you .
Love you and miss you lots.
xxxxx
bettina mothers day, 4 April 2011
happy mothers day mam yesterday was so hard up the cematery with lozy paul dean jade tia amanda words cant say how much i miss u and wish u was here lv u loads and loads x
daughter michelle, 4 April 2011
happy mothers day i love and miss you i feel so alone without you and every1 else is. you were the rock you were my mam the one who loved and looked after me i love you so much xxx lozy
4 April 2011
jeanette hawkesby (1962 - 2011) - ForeverMissed.com
bettina 5 march, 5 April 2011
mam jeanette is with you from today on .
I know you will take care of her and her you.
I love you both and miss you in the way that it hurts badly...hope your both in peace know mam.
love you know and forever ... bettina
bettina 5 march, 5 April 2011
well mam jeanette is know with you.
i no you will take care of her and her you.
life is so empty without you both..
its been one of the saddest times of this family,s lifes.
we are all lost at the moment.
tell jeanette i love her mam amd i miss you both.
how can life be so sad and take away my sister who was only 48 years old, love you both and i will see you one day byeeeee xxxx
bettina april 6, 6 April 2011
MOTHER'S ARE THE SWEETEST.
Our mother is the sweetest and
Most delicate of all.
She knows more of paradise
Than angels can recall.
She's not only beautiful
But passionately young,
Playful as a kid, yet wise
As one who has lived long.
Her love is like the rush of life,
A bubbling, laughing spring
That runs through all like liquid light
And makes the mountains sing.
And makes the meadows turn to flower
And trees to choicest fruit.
She is at once the field and bower
In which our hearts take root.
She is at once the sea and shore,
Our freedom and our past.
With her we launch our daring ships
Yet keep the things that last.
I miss you mum love you xxxx
bettina 10 april, 10 April 2011
I miss you mom, more then you could know.
All the months without you have been like a blow.
I see other people, who don’t know what they’ve got,
I feel like hitting them, more often then not.
It’s been few months since then,
And I can still remember when,
You smiled and when you cried,
Sometimes, it’s as if you never died.
Every time I think of you, I feel like crying,
I swear, it’s as if a part of me is still dying.
You were the greatest mom ever,
And I thought you would be there forever.
But God took you away,
Leaving me here to stay.
I wish that you were here,
Just so that we could be near.
I’ll never forget the time I had with you,
Even if that time is now through.
I wish it wasn’t, with all my heart,
But there’s nothing I can do; no way I can play that part.
No one will ever be able to replace you,
No matter how much they try.
You’ll always be my mother,
Until the day I die.
I love you mam xxx
bettina 12 april, 12 April 2011
hey mum what i would give just to have you back mum miss u loads hope you are taking care of jeannette cry every day wishing u was here x
daughter michelle, 13 April 2011
THERE AINT A DAY THAT GOS BY THAT I DONT THINK BOUT YOU AND JEANETTE MAM. I PRAY THAT YOU ARE BOTH FINE....
I MISS YOU MAM EVERY DAY...
I MISS YOU JEANETTE EVERY DAY....
YOU WILL BE IN MY HEART FOR REST OF LIFE LOVE YOU BOTH...PLEASE DEAR LORD TAKE CARE OF THEM..
AMEN
BETTINA 14 APRIL, 14 April 2011
mam i miss you every day.
I miss our chats on phone every day i got to phone you and then realise ur not there any more.
If heaven had a phone ild phone you every day,
miss and love you mam very very much.
bettina 17 april, 17 April 2011
Without a Mother
I wish I had a mother
A father who cares more
Someone I could turn to
In life's thunderous storms
I wish I had more hope
Instead of these dark beliefs
More positive influences
That will not just up and leave
I can honestly say
A child without a mother is lost
For the mother teaches value
While the father teaches cost
bettina 17 april, 17 April 2011
Missing You Poem
I wrote this for my mom who died when I was 15 Lonely For Mom
There was one a person who made me feel safe
held my hand when I began to fall from grace
This person was my mother she's the one I miss
she brought me love and endless happiness
On jan 15th 2011 you died leaving me all alone,
oh God how I cried
Why did you have to go please tell me why?
now I have to drink and get drunk
just to get by
I wish you were here mom I miss you so much
no one even knows what I would give for just one touch
Why does everyone else get to have there moms near
do they know I'd give anything to have my mother here?
I'm sad and lost mom will you help me find my way?
will you get rid of the tears I cry each day?
I know the answer and the answer is no
cause for me to move on I have to let you go
Mom I love you and thank you for all you did for me
and I hope someday I make you proud for whatever comes to be
I love you mam miss you xx
bettina april 21, 21 April 2011