hi mam i miss u so much all i do is cry i cant stop i have never felt so lonley in my life i pray where you are is better than here is gin being good kiss her for me and tell her i love and miss you both so much its like a dream if i could turn back time i would just 2 see your faces again i love you 2 so much xxxx lozy
25 April 2011
not a day gos by that you aint on my mind.
I miss you so much mam
I love you xxzx
bettina 26 april, 26 April 2011
I am your Angel
I am your Angel
Though I have moved on
Where all god's people go
I am there with you
But sometimes, you may not know
For I will be there in silence
I shall warm you in the night
A gentle touch to warm your soul
Or a beam of shining light
If I were a child, when I left
then I'll be a smile for you
But if older in my passing
may strength and wisdom come through
For an Angel is there with you
and you will feel the love I bring
God gives to you this gift so dear
The whisper of a song I sing
bettina 2nd may 2011, 1 May 2011
Without You
I sit alone without you
But I am always with you
I fall asleep without you
But you are in my Dreams
<<<>>>
I whisper your name
Hoping you will hear
I Dance without you
Feeling you near
<<<>>>
I kiss your face
Feel your warmth
Even without you
It is so strong
<<<>>>
I live without you night and day
But you are only a touch away
I will always Love you
Till the end of my days
love you mam ...miss you
bettina 2nd may 2011, 2 May 2011
Although I cry and stand grief-stricken by your grave,
I promise not to forget the loving memories you gave;
But still I miss you so very much my mother dear,
And your caring words I once again long to hear;
My heart’s only solace is one day I will see you as before,I love you mam forever xxx
Beckoning me to come join you on that white distant shore
bettina 4 may 2011, 4 May 2011
Its a new day and every one of them i cant stop missing you mam.I sit out side every morning and think bout you , I love and miss you so much it hurts bad... I love you dear mother.
see you one day xxxx
bettina 5th may, 5 May 2011
thought about you mam and jeanette this weekend a lot. i miss you both so much it hurts bad.. i love you dear mother... you are missed badly, we all miss you xxxx
bettina 9 may 2011, 9 May 2011
jusat want you to know mam how much i miss you. it is so lonely knowing you and jeanette as gone, i hope ur looking after each other, i love you both missing you dearly, love tina xxx
bettina 10 may 2011, 10 May 2011
The time for you was so near
To enter Heaven?s Gate
I?ll stayed there by your side
Until your journey was complete
It?s months now since you?ve passed
My wounds are healing slow
I want so much to hear your voice
To see your smile?s glow.
I love and miss you my dear mother.
I love you xxxx
bettina 12 may 2011, 12 May 2011
Hello mam just stopped by to tell you i love you and that every single day i think bout you.. i will miss you for the rest of my life until i join you and my dear sister jeanette..
i love you mam xxxx
bettina may 17, 17 May 2011
Missing You
My heart breaks from missing you. I become weary from not having you around any more . My hands are empty without you , My mind wonders as if I am lost, for I know I am. I am lost without you mam and jin . Some days I smile to push back the pain. But deep within my chest lies the sorrow of wanting you both here , here with me. "Close your eyes" they say and you will see the ones you love . I do close my eyes and I do see you mam and jin . My eyes then fill up with tears cause they long for the day they will open and see you looking back.
I love and miss you bot xxx
bettina 19 may, 19 May 2011
How my heart is breaking
Looking at your picture aching
Why did you leave without saying bye
leaving my soul to cry
I never got to tell you how I felt
I didn't realize just how you made my heart melt
Too late now cause you are gone
How will I ever go on?
I sit alone waiting for the answer
Why did you have to have die?
I needed you to stay
Yet you went away
Deep into the night
You never put up a fight
Not for me
I loved you, Don't you see?
I'm left without you
Trying to figure out how to get through
Yet no one knows my pain
To hide my tears I cry amongst the rain
I scream to you when the thunder rolls
So only the sky sees my hurt that shows
I'm left here to only cry
Without saying loves goodbye
I lay awake and imagine you still here
Wishing I could feel you near
But all I have is lost memories that I create
Because I waited too late
bettina 19 may, 19 May 2011
I miss you so much Mommy
I feel sometimes like I've truly lost my way
Sometimes it's hard to make it through the day
When I have the chance to sit and think
I stare ahead and never stop to blink
My heart is loudly crying out for you
My soul is crying out for love so true
I don't know how I've made it this long
I don't know how I've stayed so strong
I guess I am waiting for the day
When all of my pain will go away
It's been so hard without you by my side
Losing you took away so much of my pride
You are part of me, a piece of my soul
And until you find me, I will never be whole
I am so sorry that I let you go
And hope one day that you will know
That all I wanted was the best for you
Even though it's torn my world in two
The only reason I am still alive
Is the hope that you'll be by my side
I want you to know wherever you are
That even if the distance is far
You are always here in my heart and soul
And that I'm leaving this is God's hands
bettina may 25, 24 May 2011
missing you mama...
days go by so fast.
Life is so short.
i love you mam
xxxx
bettina 25 may, 25 May 2011
Precious Mother
I Wish I Could See You One More Time
Come Walking Through My Door
But, I Know That Is Impossible
I Will Hear Your Voice No More
I Know You Can Feel My Tears
And You Don’t Want Me To Cry
Yet, My Heart Is Broken
Because I Can’t Understand Why
Someone So Precious Had To Die
I Pray That God Will Give Me Strength
And Somehow Get Me Through
As I Struggle With This Heartache
That Was Caused By Losing You
In Precious Memory Of (betty hawkesby )
Who Walked Through Heaven's Gate
(15 jan 2011 )
bettina 27 may, 27 May 2011
Nan, I Love & Miss You Alott :( !
simone may,27 2011, 27 May 2011
Bettina Marie Lomker
falling Tears
MAM and jeanette
these tears i shed will never go away
the tears that fall, will remind me of that pain
the pain of loss is what i speak
the pain that made me fall to my knees
this pain is what i so despise but,
what can i do but fall and cry
i loss my way,
to this never ending pain
i loss reason
to why i should go on
the answers i come to will forever haunt
my dreams
this pain of loss
is what truly makes me sceam
this yelling person who is me
will forever continue to cry and sceam
thats why i hate to have these tears fall from my eyes
this nightmare of falling tears is what i really despise
Will love and miss you both always.
xxxxxxxxxxxxxx
bettina june 1st, 1 June 2011
we'will meet again
beyond this earth
beyond this starry sky...
among the angels, who don't have
a word that means
good-bye.
I love and miss you mum every single day
bettina 5 june, 6 June 2011
not a day goes past i dont think of you miss you loads mam cant belive that on the 21st u would of been 80 miss u both loads x
daughter michelle, 6 June 2011
If tears could build a stairway
and thoughts a memory lane
I'd walk right up to heaven
and bring you home again
No Farewell words were spoken
No time to say good-bye
You were gone before I knew it
And only God knows why.
My heart's still active in sadness
And secret tears still flow
What it meant to lose you
No one can ever know.
But now I know you want us
To mourn for you no more
To remember all the happy times
Life still has much in store.
Since you'll never be forgotten
I pledge to you today
A hallowed place within my heart
Is where you'll always stay.
God knows why, with chilling touch,
Death gathers those we love so much,
And what now seems so strange and dim,
Will all be clear, when we meet Him.
I Knew you for a Moment .
I love and miss you mam xxxx
bettina 6 may, 7 June 2011
Im sick mam and wish you was here.
I miss you so mchc it hurts so bad.
Cant think proply.
love you xxx
bettina 11 june, 11 June 2011
For a Mother who has died
Dear Lord, relying on your promises to us, I turn to you in trust that my mother is with you and that she is enjoying your loving embrace. You alone know how she loved the best she could and how she faithfully endured the struggles that she faced. You know the graces you gave her and you know the grace she was for me and for so many. For all the ways she truly loved the way you loved her, please reward her, Lord. May she enjoy the communion of all her family and friends who are with you.
love and miss you amen
bettina jaune 13, 12 June 2011
There are more souls released from purgatory during the Consecration of the Mass than at any time. Christmas is the day of the year when most souls are delivered; then feast days of Our Lord, Our Lady and great saints. Souls receive much grace from prayers offered for them on their birthdays, day of baptism, anniversary of death.
The more we work for Poor Souls on earth the more others will pray for us, the more merciful will Christ be with us when we're in purgatory.
Our Lady asked that we pray very much for the poor souls; that we pray:
5 I believe in God . . . . . .
1 Hail Holy Queen . . . . . .
1 Our Father . . . . . .
1 Hail Mary . . . . . . .
1 Glory be to the Father . . . . . .
1 Requiem (Eternal rest grant unto them O Lord and let perpetual light shine upon them and may they rest in peace. Amen!)
Our lady said that if we pray the prayers "we'll deliver so many souls, so many souls!"
"The Holy wounds are the treasure of treasures for the souls in Purgatory
bettina june 14, 13 June 2011
If tears could build a stairway and memories were a lane,
We would walk all the way to Heaven, to bring you home again
No farewell words were spoken, no time to say good-bye
You were gone before we knew it, and only God knows why
Our hearts ache in sadness, and secret tears will flow
What is meant to lose you, no one will ever know
I LOVE AND MISS YOU MAM
XXX
BETTINA 17 JUNE, 17 June 2011
Each and every day and every step i take im thinking on you dear mother.
Imiss you so very much.
Its fathers day today but i class it as mothers day , why? you was both mam and dad and a friend to all ur kids.
love and miss you forever and ever xxx
bettina 19 june, 19 June 2011
Happy Birthday Poems For Mother Your Birthday!
Your Birthday is here,
Bringing joy and pleasures new,
On this special day, Mother dear,
I want to remember you.
I cannot give you costly gifts,
And I've told you this before,
No matter what I give to you,
You give back much, much more.
I'm giving you a pure, sweet rose,
Gathered in the early morn,
This rose you planted in my heart,
The day that I was born.
In kindly, loving thoughts of you,
And with the faith you still impart,
The rose I give to you today,
Is the love that's in my heart.
bettina 21 june, 20 June 2011
hi mam .
I hope you had a great birthday.
you were well missed this year
and will be missed every day of our lifes.
we all love and miss you so bad.
god be with you mam always and forever
love tina xxxx
bettina 23 june, 24 June 2011
Extra Special Mom
Mom, you’ve always been the best
A better mom than all the rest.
I’m thankful for all the things she did
I’m glad my mom is and was extra special !
bettina, 27 June 2011
I keep wondering when this pain will ease.
Without you life as become so sad dear mama.
Wish you was still here with us.
27 June 2011
My hero that i speak of is a person i adore she is everything daughters can ask for she was kind and caring devoted to family and friends her life has not been easy a lot of difficulties along the way but her determination and strong willed attitude kept her going through the day
My journey with her was a long one there have been good times and some bad even when there was a time she had to be both roles of mom and dad we been through so much together I'm amazed how far we've come words can not express how much i love my mom xxx
bettina june, 29 June 2011
You Always
You WERE always there when I FELT bad,
You always help when times WERE bad.
You always encourage me when I WAS down,
You raised me to never frown.
You always WERE near when I WAS SO far,
You always are in my heart.
lOVE YOU AND MISS YOU DEAR MOTHER.
XXXXX
BETTINA JUNE 2011, 1 July 2011
You were a precious gift from God above,
so much beauty, grace and love.
You touched our hearts in so many ways,
your smile so bright even on the bad days.
You heard God's whisper calling you home,
you didn't want to go and leave us alone.
You loved us so much, you held on tight,
till all the stregnth was gone and you could no longer fight.
He had called your name twice before,
you knew you couldn't make him wait anymore.
So you gave your hand to God and slowly drifted away,
knowing that with our love we will be together again some day.
bettina end of june 2011, 1 July 2011
A face that is always on my mind,
A smile I have seen a million times,
Two eyes that would light up the sky at night,
One last battle you could not fight,
The day was long, then night then morn.
I knew that soon you would be gone,
I clasped your hand so warm in mine,
Soon we would be out of time,
To stay with us you fought so hard,
A million pieces went my heart,
Now a photo I look at to see your smile,
I keep your number on my speed dial,
A PICTURE I HAVE NEXT TO MY BED,
This I do.... I have no choice.,
But great memories I will always keep with me,
Your love in my heart for eternity,
I never got to say goodbye,
To understand why, I can but try,
Waiting in heaven from this moment on,
'Till god asks you to bring me home....
I love you Mum xxx
BETTINA JULY 2011, 5 July 2011
Bettina Marie Lomker
So Long For Now
You looked so peaceful lying there
With your hands folded upon your chest.
You looked like you were sleeping
But you are at eternal rest.
So Long For Now.
Not a hair out of place,
Your make-up nicely done,
A beautiful smile upon your lips -
For now you are with jesus .
When someone special passes on
It does not mean they are gone,
Though they are no longer with us
Their memory still lives on.
It hurts so much to lose a friends or family -
Especially one that is trustworthy and kind.
betty hawkesby , you were that special friend and mam ,
A rare and special find.
betty , you will always be with me
In spirit and in mind.
You will always have a special place in my heart
Forever until the end of time.
mam , I will not say "Good-bye".
This is not the end.
So I will just say, "So long..."
Until we meet again.
tina july, 7 July 2011
We remember you
Even when the world forgets
We remember your smile
Even when we can't find anything to smile about
We remember your laughter
Even when nothing is funny
We remember yellow is your favorite color
Even when it hurts to see it brightly displayed
We remember your tears
Even when we tried to comfort your pain
We remember the precious sounds you made
We remember your smell
Even if we never smell it again
We remember how you felt
Even if we can't hold you
We remember you
Even when it hurts the most
One day we will see you again.
love and miss you mam loads xxx
bettina 7 july, 8 July 2011
You seemed in your coffin so peaceful,wonder if you really were...
Can you hear me?Feel me?
Sometimes it seems like you are still there.
I love and miss you mam xxx
bettina july, 12 July 2011
EACH DAY GO,S BY AND THINGS DONT GET ANY BETTER,
MISSING YOU AS BEEN ONE OF THE HARDEST THINGS I HAVE AT TO DEAL WITH.
I LOVE AND MISS YOU EVERY DAY.
LOVE YOU MAM.
XXXX
BETTINA, 14 July 2011
do you remember when you told me to leave the first ass hole i met... that phillipino treated me like crap. one day when i came home on a holliday with him... you strangled him and said you ever beat my daughter again and ill kill you.. i do . and i miss you mam so much. it hurts . love you tina xxx
bettina july 2011, 19 July 2011
hi mam and gin miss you both so much i am not the person i use 2 be i am sad all the time with out you i miss talking two the both of you all i do is cry i dint think this could hurt as much as it do mam use 2 say 2 me i was a hard face bitch never cryed at any thing you should see me now thats all i do love and miss you so much please god put your arms around them 4 me and tell them i love and miss them so much and all the rest of how lot miss them things have changed good night love you bothxxxxx
lozy, 20 July 2011
LOVE AND MISS YOU MAM.
THINK BOUT YOU EVERY DAY.
WISH YOU WAS STILL HERE WITH US.
XXXXX
BETTINA JULY 20, 20 July 2011
I call home and a recording says
that the number is no longer in service.
I want to know your at home and everything is all right,
but it's not.
I'm empty, hollow, depressed.
You were our home,
You were the family,
You were Christmas,
You kept us together.
We've all flown apart.
Time as they say does not heal all wounds
bettina july, 28 July 2011
Mother your life was full of loving deeds,
Forever thoughtful of our special needs,
Today and tomorrow, my whole life through,
I will always love and cherish you
we all love and miss you mam xxx
tina august, 4 August 2011
If i could just feel you are ok.
maybe i could rest.
i love and miss you so much .
xxxxx
tina august, 8 August 2011