You may have rained havoc during one part of your life but you were also a son, brother, nephew, friend, etc.! May the world someday remember more than the acts that followed your life of loneliness, hurt, despair, self hate, betrayal, and confusion about your own spirit and mind. May people see that you were human. You had love within you and I hope you knew love and knew that you were loved! You are more than your sins you are a repented soul and my God has the power to understand what you have done and be able to forgive! It is not our place to determine a souls ability to be forgiven.