The pregnancy test turned pink, I couldnt believe it, it had finally happened, me, Sharon was going to be a mum after all those years of praying, hoping, wishing and trying.I was so happy!





  When we found out I was pregnant

  we were over the moon

  the time for us to hold you could come to soon,

  but unfortunately God up there, held us to our word

  and gave us a beautiful daughter

  who was not meant for this world

  So goodbye our little angel

  it is time to say goodnight

  your home is now in heaven 

  where you help the stars shine bright.



It was 6 months into the pregnacy, my cervix couldnt hold you in any longer, nothing could be done and i had to give birth to you knowing there was very little to no hope you could survive, even if you had taken a breath I was told to just hold you close till the end and say my goodbyes to you.This cant be happening to us, not after 6 years of trying, its a bad dream i'll wake up soon and rub my swollen stomach and smile I told myself..... it was no dream!

        

   Your hat it was made from a mitten

   though was perfect for your little head

   the teddy we put in your coffin

   is so you'll have something to cuddle in bed

   the white blanket that you were wrapped in

   to keep you so safe and so warm

   the photos we lay in beside you

   are so you wont come to any harm

   I hope everything we could think of will prove to you 

   how much we cared

   and before we retire at bedtime we always say goodnight

   godbless and we hope when we wake in the mornig 

   the pain without you will be less.



I'll never forget you  little one, your memories are etched in my heart forever, I didnt have you for long but im grateful for the small amount of time I  did have. You'll always be the brightest star and the prettiest rainbow and I'll never ever forget you.



              R.I.P  Rebecca xXxXxXxXxXx