Stephy,
I just talked with your mom and felt like sending you a note. I am four months today and find out the sex of the baby on 8/7. I miss you girl but I know you're with me everyday. Luv ya bunches!
Staci, 25 July 2006
Hey Babygirl. I've been thinking about you a lot lately. I've been really sick but I'm feeling better. Gosh, I miss you so much girl! I wish I could just call u and go chill. I'm realizing that a lot of the "friends" I have aren't really true. You were one of the best friends I've ever had, and I thank you for that. I love you with all of my heart. Mama and I are going to plan something for the 19th. I love you Buggy!
Morgan, 26 July 2006
Steph- so its tha 17th... I think the last time I saw your beautiful face was about two years ago yesterday. :( i miss you so much babygirl! Everybody's coming Saturday its gonna be really nice I think! I wish you were here and we wouldn't have to celebrate such a sad thing. All that matters is that you are safe with God. We know he will take good care of you like we wish we could. I love you Stephany... and miss you so much!
Morgan, 17 August 2006
Hi sweetheart- I hope you liked the balloons we sent you. It was really cool watching them float up into the clouds. I'm going to take some of the flowers that Iliana and Sarah & Meagan gave you, to the church this morning. I love you & miss you terribly.
Mama, 21 August 2006
Baby Girl! I need you so much right now! Shit is just crazy... not bad just crazy. My boy's friend overdosed last night and the situation was incredibly ironic. Please find him and watch out for him for my boy. It would mean a lot to me. I love you buggy. I never noticed how long we could see the balloons until the 19th. It was amazing! Thanks for showing up! lol love you Steph! <3!!!
Morgan, 7 September 2006
Hey Baby Girl..I love & miss u soo much! I got c everybody & ur mom on the 19th. Moms misses u soo much. I hate seein her so sad, it makes me so upset. I just wish that things were different & u were still here. Life is so messed up 4 takin u away! I love u...U will NEVER b 4gotten!!!!
Iliana, 27 September 2006
Hey Babygirl. I dunno what has been going on. I don't think I'm stupid... I dunno maybe I am. I just know I miss you so much and I need to see you right now! This is so unfair, I need to talk to my Stephy. I need help babe! You know it though. I love you so much Stephany, I will never forget you. Nobody will ever forget you. I miss you! Keep an eye out for us, especially me right now. <3
Morgan, 1 October 2006
I miss you so much sweetpea!Did you get my message from the 'rememberence page'? We're having the candlelighting at TCF meeting on Thursday- please be near me honey. Life is soooo hard without you, I wish it would've been me instead of you. xxoo
Mama, 12 December 2006
Hi sweetie, I went to see Sarah's baby. She's so cute- you would want to just eat her up, 'cause you love kids so much. It was real hard to go see her- but I KNEW you would want me to. Watch over them sweetie. I REALLY wish it would've been me instead! Life is way too hard. I love you.. xxoo
Mama, 15 December 2006
Well, I can't believe it's been ANOTHER Xmas without you honey. It just doesn't seem real. I hope you like the gifts we brought you. It was cute how you didn't let it rain until we brought them to you. I miss you sweetpea. Rest in peace. xxoo
Mama, 27 December 2006
Steph,
Today I am missing you the most! I had a beautiful baby girl on the 19th of December. She is so awesome! I am going to see your mom soon so she can see Madison! Talk to u soon! Luv u!!!
Staci and Madison, 19 January 2007
Stephy, I miss you girl! Mama called me today but I didn't have my phone on me, I listened to the message and it just made me think of you. So have you met Austin yet? If you do, yall can watch out for each other and watch over me and Dex. So I'm really happy now and we are doing really well but I wish you were here to meet him! I love you buggy... You are forever in my heart! <3
Morgan, 28 January 2007
Hi Sweetpea. Well it's 2&1/2 years today, and Taylor it's 12 years. I miss you both, but I know you are looking after each other. I have candles lit for both of you. It just doesn't seem real sometimes. I love you sooooo much. Rest in Peace my dear precious daughter.
Mama, 19 February 2007
hey babygirl! i miss you soo much! I haven't been to see Mama in a while but I promise I will go next time! I think about you sooo much. I'm doing a lot better now, I have a boyfriend and my grades are really good! You would be proud of me! People keep dying I hate it. I wish you never left us, ou were such a good friend to everybody! there are too make fake people now. I love you buggy!
Morgan, 15 March 2007
Oh, mirror in the sky
What is love
Can the child within my heart rise above
Can I sail through the changing ocean tides
Can I handle the seasons of my life~~~
18 March 2007
HI SWEETHEART- I'M FEELING ANXIOUS WITH YOUR B-DAY COMING UP. YOU WOULD BE 20. I WAS THINKING WHAT YOU WOULD BE DOING. MAYBE TRYING TO GET YOUR DAY CARE CENTER GOING..OR WOULD YOU BE MARRIED OR HAVE A BABY BY NOW. LIFE SUCKS WITHOUT YOU IN IT! I HATE IT. I MISS YOUR NOTES YOU WOULD WRITE ME OR HELP ME CLEAN. I JUST WISH YOU WERE HERE. I LOVE YOU HONEY. XXOO MOM
MAMA, 15 April 2007
Ur bday is in 3days & its sucks knowin ur not here. I miss u so much & each passin year it doesnt get any better :( I was in a car accident in Feb & I know u were lookin out 4 me cause I should b where u r right now. At least I only got 5 staples in my head...I dont think god is ready 4 me yet. I just wish he didnt take u away from us. I really wish I could c ur mom, I hope she's ok. I miss u Baby Girl
Iliana, 23 April 2007
Happy Birthday Stephy!!! I miss you so much! We would definitely have big plans for this weekend if God didn't ave to take you from us. I hope you have fun up there, I bet he's throwing you a party! lol I have my finals today and I will be thinking about you so if you know any of the answers help me out okay? Gosh I so wish you were here, life is tough right now and I need a good friend like you always were to me. Well I need to get back to studying but I love and miss you forever BABYGIRL!!! <3
Morgan, 25 April 2007
Every step I take, every move I make, every single day, every time I pray I'll be missin you. Thinkin of the day, when you went away, what a life to take, what a bond to break I'll be missin you... <3
Mo, 26 April 2007
hapy birthday, i know what we would be doin right now....but well still do it, i got ya. i miss ya i love ya. and still think of you everytime fleetwood mac plays
allison, 26 April 2007
I really wish u were here! Im goin thru the worst time in my life & Im soo fuckin stressed out! I dont know what 2 do anymore & I cant handle it. I know that if u were here u would kick my ass 4 cryin all the time. I really miss u! I feel like I have no1 2 talk 2 anymore & it sucks sooo bad. Y did God have 2 take u away?!
Iliana, 30 April 2007
Hi sweetheart- your lil brother is graduating today. I wish you were here to see it- I know he wishes you were here too. I know you'll be there watching over him, smiling, I know you're proud of him. Please watch over all of us- things haven't be very good lately. I miss you sooooo much. I love you honey. XXOO
Mama, 19 May 2007
I miss you soooo much sweetheart. I feel like such a loser sometimes, (right now) I wish there was something I could've done to save you. I want you here with me. It's not fair- we should be shopping, picking out baby clothes, or stuff for your house. I miss your notes and your hugs. Please come to me in my dreams honey, I need to feel you near. I love you my sweetpea! XXOO
Mama, 16 June 2007
Hello my sweetpea...I can't believe it is 3 years today. I wish I could give you a big hug..but I have to wait. Keep watching over all of us. I LOVE YOU!!
Mama, 19 August 2007
Hey Stephany!!
Hope you have met my Dad up there by now. He always remembered you and how upset I was the day you hurt your arm at Gulf Gate. I will never for a minute forget your shining smile and constant questions. You were the coolest kid! Wish I had known you through the years. Someday I think we will meet again. Until then, please keep a good eye over us all. All my love to you, your Mom, and Scott.
Julie Beckstein (aka Miss Julie from aftercare), 29 August 2007
For some reason I'm having a real hard time today...I miss you so much. I still can't believe you're gone. I listened to your voice today...I needed to hear it. I love you honey....nothing is the same since you left...I hate it. I still wish it would've been me instead. Rest in peace honey. All my love, hugs & kisses. xxoo
Mama, 17 September 2007
Happy Turkey Day Stephany......
Like u,Iwasnt able 2 b with my family & friends this thanksgivin holiday...times r soo hard lately..I wish I could just talk 2 u sometimes...I miss u soo much. I miss how shit used 2 b....nothing goes right anymore :( Every yr just gets more fucked up than the last...sometimes I feel like ur lucky that ur not here goin thru this hell like the rest of us....
Iliana, 22 November 2007
well, another thanksgiving without you- it's so hard. we just want to skip over 'the holidays'. You liked them so much- i guess that's why it's so hard. we love and miss you sweetheart! xxoo
mama, 23 November 2007
I hope you enjoyed the Candlelighting Ceremony on Sunday. Wasn't it beautiful? I know all you kids were there....and hearing your names was like music or the fluttering of butterfly wings. I love you so much sweetheart! xxoo
Mama, 11 December 2007
HAPPY 21st BIRTHDAY SWEETPEA!!
I miss you sooooo much honey, I'm so proud to
be your mom! Lots of Love!
Mama, 26 April 2008
I miss you so much honey....we were supposed to have a hurricane today so I didn't really plan anything. I know your friends and all of us who love you miss you soooo much. I just wish the insanity would just stop for ONE day.....but it doesn't. The 'video' of that night still plays in my head. There was nothing I could do to stop it or bring you back to us. I love you sweetpea. xxoo
Mama, 19 August 2008