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All Personal Notes for John Wagner

My memories of John begin with him being the best big brother a little girl could have.
He protected me from the darkness and stayed by my side.
He was the first boy I danced with, the song, How Much is That Doggy in the Window!
John, you are loved and missed. You are in our thoughts & hearts forever brother!
Added by Gail Wagner


John touced many lives. Evident by the number of people at his memorial service whom I know he loved very much. I also know of many poeple that couldn't make it. He would say "thats alright", because he loved you too. John was a man of few words but had a very large "inner circle". I am sure that he is in a better place. I still lay in bed every night, and still sometimes cry myself to sleep.I'm sure time will heal this, like it does all wounds. We must all stay strong. I miss him.
Added by Tommy Muscoreil


God Bless John, as I have very fond memories of him from when we were young. He was always so kind, sweet and nice during our visits. Please pass along our sympathy to everyone in your family. We are very sorry for your loss.
Added by Chauntelle LeClair (Giannini)


Your smile will remain my memories…your laughter will remain in my heart. I haven’t seen you in years but you will be in my heart forever Johnny Wags. My thoughts and prayers are with your children, family and friends. You are loved and missed by all that had the honor of knowing you….
Added by Bridget Miller


John will always be one of my closest friends.They broke the mold when they created him and to say he was a good man would be an understatement. Many friends come and go but only a choice few do you long to reunite with and while I wait for my day I will smile knowing when that day comes Wags will be waiting for me with that big smile and a shot of JACK. From all your friends that love and miss you John heres to you and we will party again this time our party will never end. CHEERS!!
Added by Rich Martinez


To my beloved friend,I will never forget what you did for me. I hopped a bus bound for Florida, knowing only you. you picked me up in Tampa and I never looked back. In the end we lived so close but I was always so far away. I'm sorry I let you down, you were there for me and I didnt have the courage to be there for you. You will live forever in the hearts and minds of us all. May the Lord welcome you home and give you peace. Sleep well John Wagner, your friend always.
Added by Maci Wilson


John Wagner where do I begin.. I was so young when I met you and you changed my life in more ways then one..I charish every memory I have of you. The good times we had together are more then some people have in a life time. I take comfort in knowing that you will be waiting on the other side. May God bless you and welcome you home with open arms. My thoughts and prayers are with your children, parents, brothers and sister. love always....
Added by Tracy


John, there hasn't been a day that goes by that I don't think of you and cry.It hurts to know that 10 yrs flew by and now you are gone,I think back to those great times we had together, we were all so close back then and it hurts to know it will never be the same without you. I miss you Johnny Wagner...always will..until we meet again rest in peace. love
Added by Stephanie Marchese


It has been over 2 months & I can't stop thinking of you. I will never understand what brought it to this but I know you are deeply loved & missed 4-ever
Added by Gail Wagner


If I could relive yesterday, if even for a while, I'd say goodbye and kiss you, and maby see you smile, but then I fully relized that this could never be, for emptiness and memories would take the place of me, and when I thought of worldly things things, that I might miss tomorrow, I thought of you, and when I did, my heart was filled with sorrow.
Added by Kim


Wags, I miss you sooo much, I struggle with the why did this happen? I wish I could change this and wish I could have taken some of that burden for you, it would have been worth it to have you here. Now I can only hope you hear me when I talk to you, still missing you Johnny Wags. Love Stephanie
Added by Anonymous


Well here it is. Thought it would get easier. Then comes your birthday. I still am lost but finding my way. To say you were my brother would be an understatement. You weren't my brother, you were part of the fabric of my being. I will always love and miss you. I'll see you soon enough. Keep the faith.
Added by Tommy M


Well my brother, I got married on Saturday, May 20th, I could only wish you were there to celebrate, I have a new last name, it's Reuther. I miss you everyday. We lit a candle for you at the wedding, to signify your prescense and the sun came out as soon as it was lit! I love you my brother, I can't believe u r gone
Added by Gail L. (Wagner) Reuther


I am sorry I did not make it on the site for your Birthday, Sunday was a sad day, mom had a rough time. She said she woke up at the time she went in to labor with you and at the time you were born. My god, John, it has been 5 months and it feels like a lifetime without you. I miss u more than you know.
Added by Gail Reuther


Ok Johnny boy. The time has come to plan the big event. Yep. A picnic in your honor. I will spend every last dime to keep your memory alive, because you deserve it. This web siyte is my last link to you, therefore I will also keep it going. Labor day this year. memorial day next. I will do this to honor my brother. still miss you bad.
Added by tommy


Johnny, heard a song from triumph the other day and thought of you..just thinking, you were still here with us last year at this time, I cant imagine what you were going thru. Still miss you alot, think of you often and pray for you and your family all the time.
Added by Stephanie


It is still hard to think about loosing you. When you moved so far away and lost the contact we had while you were here, I never thought I would lose you so soon. I have been thinking about you alot lately. Wondering if you think of me. I really do miss you.
Added by Gail


It's now been a year and the pain still lingers. I find my self wanting to tell you things and then remembering that your gone. I still can't beleve it's true.
Added by Anonymous


It has been 1 year today that we received the terrible news that you my brother, left this world.I only wish I would had known all the pain you were going through.I will never forget the way I felt when I was told YOU, were gone.I didn't believe it, I still don't want to.I want to keep thinking you are in Florida with your family and I just don't get to see you that often.Thats probably how I get through it every day.I love you John, I miss you more than you could ever know.
Added by Anonymous


I miss you..
I love you...
I think of you often...

Added by Anonymous


Well my friend, my brother, my most missed, It has been over a year. When you left my life changed, and has continued to change. I think of you everyday, more so now than ever. I think of your laugh, your smile, and all the other craziness. I hope you aren't selling my secrets in heaven! I love you eternally. I miss you more every day.
Added by Tommy


It just hasn't gotten any easier, still think of you and miss you. I really don't think that will ever change. I will just miss you forever and have so many regrets and wish things could have been different. Always thinking of you when I see the sun set or rise, a full moon or just a sky full of stars...I will always remember you!
Added by Stephanie


Yesterday was your birthday. I thought of you all day. Happy Birthday Buddy. I miss you.
Added by Kim


Sorry I haven't wrote in awhile, I know you know when people are here. I miss you very much, missed calling you on your birthday, I did that every year like clockwork as you called me on mine. Well apparently, your family isn't allowed to see your children. Tara was in Buffalo for her sisters wedding and told Rich Marinez not to let any of us know. And he didn't till she left. Isn't that typical! Well love ya lots bro, will write again soon.
Added by Anonymous


Hey brother, so uncle Paul passed away on your anniversary, mom says you came for him. Aunt Qwen brought him home for a memorial service, but he is going back to Florida, at least you will have someone near you now. Love and miss you lots your little sis, Gail
Added by Anonymous


Well Christmas came & went, we all miss u very much, New Years will be here in a couple of days and Friday will be 2 years that you have been gone. I love you and think of you often especially lately. This time of year is hard on mom, she misses you alot. We all do, but it is hardest on her since she is alone. Hope heaven is as wonderful as we make it out to be, I know thats where you are!
Added by Gail Reuther


It is that tough time of year, I cant help but dread that day,it is like I go over it and over it in my head still thinking Why? I miss you and wish you would have just come home. You could've seen how much we all miss and love you, somewhere down there you got lost and forgot that. I just sit and stare at the picture trying to find the answer in your eyes...miss you
Added by Stephanie


Well, I couldn't even bring myself to leave you a note on the 4th, but I am here now. I still can't believe what it felt like when George came to moms and told us you were gone. Why? That is a good question, we all needed you so much. We love you more than you will ever know. It is a very sad time brother.
Added by Anonymous


Another day of rememberance, thinking of you way back when wild & crazy john sliding across my dads frozen pond in his underwear playing football, dancing to Rob Base, It takes 2 song in my livingroom, you were the only man I knew who could get away with headbanging to a dance song! Miss you more everyday, Happy Birthday Johnny..rest in peace love
Added by Stephanie


Hello my brother, still missing you and always will be. I was gonna come on your bday and leave a msg but I dont know what happened and I never got in, I started a new job and stuff that day. I'm takin police agility testing tomorrow hope you are with me and I get through!
Added by Gail


It has been 3 years since you passes and it still seems like just yesterday. I missed you calling for my birthday, since you are the only one other than mom that ever did. I will never forget you John, you are loved and missed by everyone who knew you.
Added by Your Sister


Hey brother, since mom doesn't know how to use a computer nor does she have one, she asked me to tell you that she loves and misses you very mcuh!
Added by Mom


3yrs and still thinking of you often. Always have your family in my prayers during this time and it still hasnt gotten any easier. I miss you but I am keeping in touch with others in rememberance of all of our friendships. It is something I dont want to ever regret again is losing touch with people I grew up with and meant so much to me, rest in peace Johnny love and miss you
Added by Stephanie


Happy b-day bro! Although you are not here physically, you are in all of our hearts. I miss you dearly!
Added by Gail Reuther


Still talk to you in my prayers, it makes me feel better to have someone that gets it over there. Thanks for listening
Added by Anonymous


I know it has been a few years, but few are the times our family gets together that I don't think in some way about John, he was my other little brother! Miss you and love you, John.
Added by Mary Muscoreil Johnson


My brother John, I miss you sooo much you could not even imagine. I think of you often, I am saddened yet I know you are in a much better place. I love you and miss you!
Added by Anonymous


Wish you were here...
Added by Anonymous


it's been 5 yrs and i *still* can't believe you have gone so suddenly...but 1 thing i DO KNOW, it would take a frieght train to *TAKE OUT* a FRIEGHT TRAIN (i'll never forget that nite on the tracks)...I MISS & LOVE YOU JOHN, you will always be in my heart.
Added by Jay M.


My brother it has been 5 years and still miss you the same way I did the day you left us! You are missed beyond belief, loved forever, and remembered always! You will always be in my heart, I think of you every day, whether it is remember some of the dumb crap you did or just remembering you always being a brother!
Added by Anonymous


I can't believe its been five years seems time has stood still not a day goes by that a song a memory a food or a drink reminds me of you John. Miss you with all my heart my brother
Added by Rich M


Plain and simple I miss you!
Added by Anonymous


You will always be the son who left without saying good bye Patse. You were as close as a son could get. I pray you are happier now. The children can always ask me or any of my kids how much we loved you as you were one of my kids. Enjoy the peace we will all get there eventually and really have a party. Love you so much. Patse
Added by Patse


I find this a little disturbing that his wife, MY MOM was not mentioned here because they were very much in love & she does miss & love him & think of him EVERYDAY just as much as anybody else, but i miss you daddy, not a day goes by that i don't think of you . it's hard now especially since i'm growing up. You would of had a grand daughter & she's absolutely beautiful might i add, i'm also married now & my husband is in the ARMY. My name is now RACHEL RIVERA & his name is BERNIE RIVERA. he takes very good care of me & your grand daughter & you two would really get along! it brings me to tears to know she will never get the chance to meet you nor were you here to see me start my life with my husband. i can't tell you i miss you & love you enough. you may be gone physically but you will NEVER be gone in my heart. I LOVE YOU <333333
Added by Rachel Rivera (Slater)


Six years ago I said time heals all wounds. I may have been wrong. Still hurting pretty bad. You see bro, I am writing this because there was a facebook link. I clicked and here I am, still lost but finding my way. Everyone seems to think of you in January, no not here. I like May, I like late nights in the summer, I like when just sound of a guitar riff or certain line in a song makes you come flooding back. I refuse to let January get me down when I get so much joy remembering the best times with you. No I will not hang my head, I will remember run in's with trains, cleaning up paint on Mom's new carpet, and getting big charlie drunk when everyone said it couldn't be done. I will remember a time when having fun was the only thing worth having.
I love you my Brother
Added by Tommy


Still missing you Johnny! RIP
Added by Stephanie


Father's day is upon us again my friend we always said no way us party animals can ever be parents but you know what kid we did it and we did a great job your kids are gorgeous and doing well props to the love and guidance of the good woman you chose Ms Tara rest easy my friend HAPPY FATHER'S DAY my friend miss you with all my being Cheers Mr Wags
Added by Rich M


I Think of you everyday, but today I can't seem to get you off of my mind
Added by Anonymous


Happy Birthday Johnny Wags, miss you and think of you often.
Added by Stephanie


To my brother..probably my very first best friend..I am sorry it is several days after your birthday but I am grieving and just could not bring myself to be here...I love you and miss you everyday of my life...I WILL NEVER EVER FORGET YOU...your in my heart and soul forever! RIP brother
Added by Anonymous


John, I am sorry I did not posy on xmas.. I have alot of issues right now... I am sure you know and can see them all from heaven. Either way I miss and love you forever. Merry xmas my brother I will always think of you forever and you were always my rock! xoxoxoxox

Added by Gail L. (Wagner) Reuther


Happy 46th Birthday my friend love n miss you
Added by Rich M


Happy belated birthday brother. I think of you everyday...in making arrangements for moms passing we are placing your ashes as well as Jr's with mom in her plot at Forest Lawn Cemetery, at the time of her passing that is. Until than part of you is here with me. I love and miss you with all of my heart... I will see you again someday, not anytime soon though, until than please keep watching over all of us!
Added by Your Sister Gail


Thinking of you always, I know you're watching me and keeping me on the right track. I miss you everyday, it sucks that I can't remember the sound of your voice or the way your big old belly would jiggle when you'd laugh! 9 years you've been gone, NINE YEARS. It still seems so surreal. I just wanna pick up the phone and hear your voice. I wanna watch you and my baby girl play. I know you two would be inseparable. I wanna wake up from this nightmare and joke with you again, walk through Walmart and crack jokes! I wanna be that little girl who thought the world of her daddy! Growing up is just another reminder that my life is going on without you, and there is nothing I can do but keep your memory alive! I LOVE YOU OLD MAN ???????? I miss you every single second, keep watch over my family & I.
Added by Your Baby Girl RMR


Im not sure that ny niece Rach will see this message by I was so happy that she posted o her daddy.. I cried.. I wish I could have contact with her and Ian. I found Jr's kids well a few of them and we are so happy. my mom is in hospice care what she wouldnt do to speak to them 1 more time
Added by Gail


Didn't forget about you Daddy <3 Love you always and miss you MORE !
Added by RACHEL Marie


I miss you so much John, this day is always hard for me. Now that mom has passed it's even harder the only thing that's makes it a bit easier is knowing that you, mom, and Jr. Are together again, I will see all of you again someday, for now I can think of how all of you are happy told be together again, I can share memories and pictures of all of you and smile because I know you all want it that way. I love you dearest brother.
Added by Gail
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