Anton,
My dear friend, I miss you. You are in my thoughts and prayers. I know you are watching over us and listening to us when we talk to you. I hope you know what an impact you have made in my life and all the incredible memories we shared together.
Until We Meet Again My Friend
"I Said Posse"
Enrique (Kike'), 20 April 2005
Anton I hope you found your happiness. I'm sorry it wasn't here with me. I understand, I really do. People ask me if I'm angry....I'm not angry, just lonely and sad. My heart is broken. I love you forever, MJ your Sporkie
MJ, 26 April 2005
Sweet Anton
I will never forget Christmas day of 1996 when I first met you. Mom kept proudly saying how much you looked like Jesus. When the door bell rang I opened it and there you were, holding a bottle of white wine in each hand, the name of the wine was Far Niente. The first thing I said was "Oh my god! you do look like Jesus"
I love you so much and I pray you help me deal with this pain of losing you. You were a beautiful soul. I LOVE YOU and miss you.
your favorite sister in law Stella, 26 April 2005
To my Roman Knight,
I miss you so much Anton. It's been almost 6 weeks and I don't know how I've made it this long without you. I miss our laughter, even our arguments. I hope you can hear me telling you how much I miss you and love you so much.
Anton please continue your visits. You have touched everyone so much. Please know how much we all love you.
Sporkie (MJ), 11 May 2005
http://users.adelphia.net/~ebbcreations/
This was added by a very personal friend.
Kike Thank you.
MJ
MJ, 18 May 2005
Your Birthday Anton...Nov 9/62
It was wierd not having you around for your birthday. I know you really didn't like celebrating your day but you were in our thoughts and I hope you are ok.
love forever
MJ
MJ, 28 November 2005
Dearest Anton
it wil be your birthday next week November 9th. PLEASE visit me and let me know you are okay. I love you and miss you so much. I always remember the times I would call you from the freeway because I was lost or something, and I can still remember your voice when you would say "Stella, it's Okay relax, where are you"
I miss you Anton and I still feel lost more than ever. Please help me find my way.
Love you and miss you
Your sister n law Stella, 4 November 2006
My dear, dear Anton...
Today is your 44th birthday... and my heart is heavy. You are in my heart and soul forever...every minute that goes by.
I know you never liked to celebrate your birthday but celebrated it just to make your sporkie happy.
I love you always and please know I so tried.
Happy Birthday Anton my Roman Knight
MJ your sporkie 4 ever
MJ, 9 November 2006
"Where you used to be, there is a hole in the world, which I find myself
constantly walking around in the daytime, and falling in at night. I miss
you like hell."
MJ, 16 June 2007
Anton....tomorrow is Father's Day and you were the best dad ever. I will always know this... Please know you are in my thoughts on this day... I will be the only one who will ever know how much you loved Walter...... I miss you so much MRK
Sporkie, 4 August 2007
Anton...I wonder where you are and wonder if you found true peace...knowing you..if you haven't...you will wait patiently until it comes.
I hope that God is good to you and is teaching you things. I hope you aren't alone. I hope you found your father, my mother and the kids.
I will always love you....
Sporkie, 4 August 2007
Anton...there isn't a day that passes that you don't cross my mind. I hope to God you have found peace.
Remember what we promised one another....please keep your promise...
Love
Sporkie, 18 April 2008
Dear MJ and Walter and Kim,
I had no idea this site existed. We (oma, Ian Laura and I ) often wonder where you all are and how to find you. Oma especially finds it difficult not to know where her grandson is.We thought you were in Taiwan. I know my brother loved you all very much. We love him too. Please contact us [email protected]
Jessy (Tony's sister), 8 May 2008
Dear, dear Anton...it's your birthday and I will never forget this day.
You are forever in my heart. I hope you found your peace.
Come to me in my dreams and tell me about the special place you found..I really hope you did find it. Some peace at last for you.
I understand.
love forever your sporkie...Bella your little cartoon charcter, Helmut and Al.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY MRK.
MJ, 9 November 2008
March 27,2009
Anton I can't believe it's already 4 years since you decided to leave.
Things have never been quite the same without you. I hope you are at peace. I've had dreams of you and mum and I hope you are together. Please come see me sometimes....ok?
I love you and miss you. You were a wonderful man and only people that really knew you...can agree...
I've been corresponding with Jesse. The kids are so beautiful and Ian reminds me so much of you..I can tell form his pictures he has your quirkiness....that's a gift.
Jesse, the kids and oma miss you.
I love you and miss you dearly
Sporkie
MJ, 28 March 2009
Happy Birthday Anton...
I know you didn't like celebrating your birthdays but I always will.
I hope you are in peace Dear Anton...
Love MJ, 9 November 2009
Hi Anton... today is my birthday and you were always surprising me with some sort of home made fabulous creation or something to do with cats..oh ya or a health gadget...lol..
I wish you were around to say "Happy Birthday Sporkie" that always made me laugh and still does.
I will always love you and nothing can change that..
please let mum and the kids know I miss them and you know how much I miss you, Please continue your visits. Please tell mum to visit me with the kids..ok?
Love Sporkie, 11 March 2010
Bill...thank you for your donation towards this wonderful tribute to the Anton we all remember, appreciate and love.
My appreciation is endless...
MJ, 19 February 2011
Anton... You're allways in my heart and soul.
Sporkie (MJ), 6 April 2013