Dear Julio, It has been only one week since we lost you. I think about you every second and I hope you are with us watching your baby grow. I know there will never be another Julio in my lifetime but I hope someoday we can find each other again on the other side. I have always loved you no matter what you did wrong. Julio, you will always be alive in your daughter Ceci and I will never, ever let her forget you. Love Always, Te amo, Lisa and Ceci
Ma, 8 January 2005
Julio, It’s only a little while until we meet again,
Our time on Earth is so short it’s merely a matter of when.
In the meantime, I wonder if you know how much we miss you so,
Sometimes I forget for a minute or so that you’re no longer here,
Just wait for me ever patiently before you know it, I’ll be there,
And we’ll spend all of our eternity in God’s loving care. Love, Lisa
Ma, 8 January 2005
I still can't believe that your gone. I think of you every minute of every day. Te amo, Julio
January 21,2005
Lisa, 21 January 2005
You know Julio, every morning I wake up, the first thing that crosses my mind is that your gone. I can barely get out of bed anymore. My whole body aches from the pain of losing you. I don't know if I'll ever be the same again. Te amo mucho por siempre
Lisa, 22 February 2005
Dear Julio, you always told me how strong I was and what a big heart I had. What made you think that my heart could handle something like this because it can't and I can't figure out why you thought it would. I told you if I ever lost you I wouldn't know what to do. Well, now I don't know what to do. I was right. Te amo mucho
Lisa, 22 February 2005
My dearest Julio, I wonder if you can see me write this to you. I feel like you are around me all of the time helping me through this. Oh what I wouldn't give to see your beautiful face right now. I cry so much that I can't cry any more. you are so loved and missed everyday. Till we meet again mi amor, your mamita
Lisa, 9 March 2005
Dear Julio, It breaks my heart to see your face here in this memorial. You don't belong here. I want you to come back right now. I feel like your playing a big joke on me an dthat your going to call me soon or just show up at the door. I will never stop believeing that one day we'll be together again. My heart is always with you whereever you are. Love, Ma
Lisa, 9 March 2005
As the days come and go and the world moves on,
I know you're still here, you'll never be gone.
On the night the Angel came and took your hand,
We cried as you left for an unknown land.
But Heaven rejoiced as you came into sight,
For your soul was a diamond, shining so bright!
Lisa, 26 March 2005
My dearest love Julio,I love miss you so much adn some days are really bad. I know your with me because I feel you around all the time. Your always on my mind my love;forever.Do believe I'll never leave you: Always I'll be in your heart. Don't forget my soul is near you,and so we'll never be apart. Te amo. I'll see you in my dreams
Lisa, 26 March 2005
Julio, Do you even know how much my heart hurts everyday. The pain is so real its not like a broken bone because it can never be fixed. NO matter what I do, you'll always be gone. and it hurts so bad because I want you back here with me. I want to hold yoou and tell you how much I love you and that I will never leave you. WHat should I do? Can you even hear me? Do you listen to me when I cry for you evry night? I ope you lying right here with me. I love you
MA, 26 March 2005
Mi amor,The bitterest tears shed over graves are for words left unsaid and deeds left undone.There are so many things that I never got to tell you. My tears are the safety valve of the heart when too much pressure is laid on. I will open my heart in trust that,in ways I do not now understand, Love is Indestructible. It's Holy Flame Forever burneth; From Heaven it came, to Heaven Returneth. I love you Julio
Ma, 26 March 2005
Oh my love, as the days go by, this all seem so much more real. Remember one of our songs Fade. You really love that song. It really brings back so many memories of us. Everytime I hear it I cry histerically. God, I loved you. I'll never love anyone like that ever again. Its only you. I know you never meant to fade away. Your always with me. Te amo
Lisa, 26 March 2005
Dearest Julio,I know its been a while but I have taken your death very hard.Sometimes I don't even feel like I can get through the day.I still think about you all day long and I daydream to try and pretend that your really not gone.I have even thought that you maybe its all a dream and you just had to go away for a while.I see you everywhere and your in everything that I do.I wish that I could have just one more day with you.
Ma, 19 November 2005
Julio,Our favorite band is coming here on December 6th and I really want to go to hear them play our song"Its been a while" you know, in person. I just don't know if I can handle it.I know you'll be there with me holding my hand and least I hope you will.I know your with me because I feel you all the time. Te por siempre Julio
Mamita, 19 November 2005
My love, Sometimes I think your trying to tell me something and I laugh.The other day the radio played three of our favorite songs in a row and I could'nt help but laugh.Only you would know those songs.I know it was you.I told you to stop haunting me. I cry every day almost still.I don't know how to let you go.You'll alway be the love of my life Julito, I love you
Lisa, 19 November 2005
Julio, I know it's been a while but it still feels like yesterday. I will always keep you close to my heart and in my mind.Ceci is getting so big but I'm sure you can see her.She's gorgeous just like her daddy.Te amo mi amor por siempre.
Lisa, 8 January 2007
Its been two years but I still feel the pain like it was yesterday. Everyday your still the first person I think of. I hope you are well up there and you are watching over us.I know you visit us a lot because you give me signs.I have someone new in my life and he's great.NO one will ever take your place but I was lonely.I love you Julio.I hope you understand.
Lisa, 8 January 2007
I still think about you all the time.Pretty much everyday.I wish you were here with us.Its so hard not having you in our life.I have someone now and he's great.I know you can see us.You know what's beat.I hope I have your blessing.I love you always.MA
3 March 2007
Hello my heart, I hope you are doing well up there.You don't seem to visit as often as before.I love when you come.I can feel you everywhere.Sometimes you scare me though.I dream about you alot too.Not as much as before.If I had one wish, it would be to spend one more long day with you.I hope all is well.Te amo.
Lisa, 3 March 2007